Antonina Kurna

And then I found out how hard it is to really change Even hell can get comfy once you've settled in I just wanted the numb inside me to leave No matter how fucked you get, it's always there when you come back down The funny thing is, all I ever wanted, I already had There's glimpses of heaven in every day In the friends that I have, the music I make The love that I feel, I just had to start again The days are a death wish A witch hunt for an exit I am powerless The fragile, the broken Sit in circles and stay unspoken We are powerless Because we all walk alone on an empty staircase Idle in halls and nameless faces I am powerless Everybody wants to go to Heaven But nobody wants to die I can't fear death no longer I've died a thousand times A wasteful universe And we don't know our soul Was emptiness inside our heads But no one dares to dwell Throw me to the flames Watch me burn Set my world ablaze Watch me burn How are we on a scale of one to ten Could you tell me what you see Do you wanna talk about it How does it make you feel Have you ever taken a blade to your wrist Or have you been skipping meals We're gonna try something new today How does it make you feel Hold me close, don't let go, watch me Hold me close, don't let go, watch me Hold me close, don't let go, watch me In this hospital for souls