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Can't stop growing old. Sometimes I wish I had no past, no future, no history, no family... (Godkiller - There's Nothing Left But Silence) Grey clouds, I welcome your shields. My old friend, will you lay me back to rest? (Swallow The Sun - Too Cold For Tears) Shapes... Silent and static... There's nothing here but the white. It scares me to close my eyes. This is not how I dreamed. It's not how I had hoped... (Clouds - If These Walls Could Speak) I'm in a dark room. Just can't see. Waiting for you. Let me go out of here... (Godkiller - Deliverance) Your skin like silver in the night, your face like a poem without words, Your touch was the sun in my heart, and my heart was found by you. (Saturnus - The Call Of The Raven Moon) And as the worlds begins to wake so falls the last petal, and at all things end we must go our separate ways into the night, always alone because I couldn't save you. And for that, I am sorry and always will be!.. (Saturnus - The Call Of The Raven Moon) Between life and death, Loneliness and sorrow I am gasping for air. Wondering what the voices are whispering. Ashes to ashes. A memory we become... (Saturnus - Wind Torn) Cursed... By the one... And not the heavenly son... Broken down... Inside me I am now dead... (Saturnus - Forest Of Insomnia) As I stop to gasp for air, I wonder... Wonder when my final call might come. And if it's really worth escaping from. I'm so tired... (Saturnus - A Lonely Passage) I'm the mare in my dreams, I'm the scarred wrist I fear, I'm another life that will fade, Shadows of my haunted soul, The pain that will not end... (Saturnus - To The Dreams) Holding hands with myself, Sharing life with myself, Reaping the loneliness I've sown, In these fields I've always grown. Digging blackness from my mind I will die all alone... (Saturnus - All Alone) Will my sad memories wash away With my shame? Will the rain wash away the demons in my eyes? (Saturnus - Rain Wash Me) I'm the snake in my own so called paradise Embracing myself with darkness... My demise. (Saturnus - Embraced By Darkness)